urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:number28022 . . 2007-09-03T00:21:53Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:number28022:1463 2006-12-30T22:58:23Z 2007-09-03T00:21:53Z good way to sum up the evening<br />"how was the show?"<br />"well....i just threw up" urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:number28022:1159 2006-12-30T00:05:54Z 2006-12-30T00:05:54Z my life is apparently a series of one fucked up situation after another after another after another<br />and a majority of the time all i can do is be passive say oh well and accept it urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:number28022:906 2006-12-28T18:49:20Z 2006-12-28T18:49:20Z i honestly dont know how i'm going to make it through the day anymore<br /><br />its been years since i've been this depressed<br /><br />today just topped it off<br /><br />none of this makes any fucking sense<br /><br />actually i dont know how i'm going to make it through tonight<br /><br />you know, i swear i will never be allowed to be happy<br /><br />i sound like a pretentious sappy fuck<br /><br />but its ok because i am urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:number28022:620 2006-12-28T07:29:21Z 2006-12-28T07:29:21Z yet another disappointing day filled with blood and tears.